Oh hello. I am minhui and I am 20.You're beginning to like me less, as you're lovin me more. xoxo.

Humans change, things change.

I think after so long,
i still can't get over the fact tht
you actually dump me aside for somebody new.
after what we've been through for so long tgt,
whn we got so close i though it would be forever.
but never have i imagine tht days like tht would actually come by.

i'm really disappointed by how things turn out to be,
if only i could rewind time back.
seriously i wonder if i'm still part of you,
do you still think of me when you're lonely?
you seem to have found yourself a new self,
& don't need me in your life anymore.

it hit my hard and make me mad,
i never used to be scared of things.
but now i'm scared of almost losing everything.

i'm willing to give up anything just for you,
but will you do the same just for me?
i always thought we feel the same way,
until today i think i'm probably wrong.


i understand tht things doesn't always turn out right,
humans always make mistake.
but i guess it's human nature to want things perfect.
easy as it make seems, but tougher to be done.

sometimes i can be so fickle minded,
yet sometimes i'm so persistent on some things.
sometimes some ppl think tht some things
are just rightfully theirs & they can do anything to it.
but in human context it's hard not to hurt someone.
& often this are people someone so close to you.


ps: somebody buy me this happy pills, i need it badly.

























okay apart from there, something happy to ponder.
today we're gna play match with the guys,
finally something nice to spice up trng.
ps: DAIYU, you better don't side step me agn!

& so yeah today is 我的人;JIALONG birthday.
happy 17th birthday wor!
it was nice knwing you this friend,
who loves to sing and sleep so much.
what's worst is whn you come back from a camp,
either sleep/dance/sing around too much.
let's go partyworld soon okay? (:

& tml we're gna cel DENISE birthday at goodwood park hotel.
looking forward to the buffet, whoooooo!

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